I was leery of the idea of riding down to
work. It
would be a long ride and the bike was too small, my knees were very
bent; I knew that riding all the way down to the university wouldn't be comfortable. The ride was also too complex.
I had to go over several medians and cross too many one-way streets.
I wasn’t Dennis the Menace to be taking such a series of shortcuts
every day to work. I was afraid the first time I’d try it, I’d
probably get lost and end up out on some desolate (but loud and hot)
highway, miles from Anywhere, unsure of what to do next. So even as I enjoyed more facile
mobility with my small, clunky bike, I kept taking the tuktuk to work, thinking ‘some day
I’ll try out the bike, some day when the weather looks nice and
I’m in no hurry.’ Being an impatient sort of person, this day
came about a week later.
I
wake up on Friday, something of a half-day for me, planning to try the
bike ride out to the university. Before leaving, I study the harried blue line which
darts around the map on my computer screen like it had been drawn by
a child with bad hand-eye coordination on an Etch-a-Sketch. ‘Left
at the highway, right at the cemetery, third right after that,’ I
mutter the directions to myself knowing they don’t matter, that
the roads marked on Google Maps could be dirt driveways or paved
lanes. Since the last time the satellites passed over, new roads
could’ve been blazed into the jungle and old ones could been
swallowed up by vines and more lucrative rubber trees. The directions
I'm trying to memorize are relative. I just have to go out and
see what's there.
I
leave around 7, before the traffic has gotten too bad, when the sun is still down on the eastern horizon and the west is still blue
with the retreating darkness. Traffic is light and the town is
still quiet. A few motorbikes putt along the main roads.
To
the left of the building, there’s a small bog full of enough
garbage to
seem inimical to the health of those who live nearby. The ground is
soggy with food and plastic waste. Water pools with an oily sheen
like a cataract over an eye. The plastic barrels that serve as
garbage cans are knocked over; no one bothers
to aright them and handfuls of garbage drip down their sides. I hold
my breath, even in the morning, this place smells terrible: the
bottom of a diner dumpster sitting in the hot sun, all the bags
ripped and dripping their otherwise innocuous contents. Coffee
grounds, egg shells, orange juice, half-eaten toast, untouched home
fries, bacon fat leaching from the bags into a slurry of scraped
plates and chief’s specials to curdle in the sun. Even the road
alongside the place is tacky with the juices and distillations of
last night’s meal.
Birds
sing over the putrid swamp, belying the horror.
Thais
wake up early, but just before 7, most people still haven’t left
home yet. I pass houses where children bathe naked in small tubs,
standing up to do that excited dance that wet and naked children do
all over the world and then sitting back down into the warm water
before the breeze can raise goosebumps on their skin. People are
finishing the heavy breakfasts that precede physical labor. The
people in these houses will be going to the coconut plantations
nearby or building sites scattered around the city. The
air smells like fish and fried garlic.
The
next street is under construction. I think it’s still a new street,
one that, fortunately, many people haven’t discovered yet. The
concrete is being built up and each time I ride over it, there’s
another layer of tar or sand spread out over the solid established
layer. On either side, there are coconut palms, big shaggy things
that look like they’ve managed to retain some of the rain’s
moisture even on the hottest days. Above them, the sky is like
something taken from the oven to cool in the morning air. There is a
vault of blue, orange and white overhead; one of the only places in
town to see so much sky at once, the rest patched over with buildings
or plantation trees.
Under
this unfinished road, a stream flows, I look down its length and it
is the perfect southeast Asia scene, hanging palms, rising sun,
drying fishing nets and languid boats studying their reflections on
the still water.
On
Amphur Street, the motorbikes I heard earlier catch up to me and
speed along the
road, slowing down to weave around the dogs who have come out, waving
their tails like flags of surrender in the street as they trot
quickly to trash cans and little dumps where they can be seen later
gorging on a pile of guts with vacant looks of triumph and greed,
almost choking on bloody, lunging bites.
I
cross the highway. A trench has been dug into the median to
discourage motorbikes from u-turning or crossing traffic, but its
ultimately ineffective, just an obstacle to get around. I pick up my
bike and step over the trench dug hastily with a backhoe, exposing
all the rocks in the otherwise benign looking soil. In rainy weather,
it becomes a stream filled with large red and blue crabs.
A
cemetery across the street is a morning field studded with
gravestones the shape of crescent moons laid
down on their side
or people with their arms out, holding their
arms out in
an empty embrace. Vertical
Mandarin characters on the graves.
Either the cemetery is Chinese or Chinese is some kind of liturgical
language here. Latin
on the tombstones of the English-speaking world, Arabic on the narrow
headstones of Bosnia in green looping strokes and here, dense
Mandarin characters—death always relegated to another culture,
another language, the one held in common being too profane to commend
or eulogize. You
don’t talk to death in the same language you use to talk to your
children.
A
road leads off from the cemetery, wide at first, it turns right and
narrows, a car width and a half. The road is gray concrete and looks
to have been laid out in slabs, like sidewalk. A fragile road one
which is being undercut but rains and erosion and, in a few years,
will collapse into a pit and will have to be replaced, but for now,
it is new, snaking through the jungle in curves like a footpath going
around trees. Bullfrogs, vipers, centipedes and huge black imperial
scorpions are imprinted on this jungle tableau like leaves ironed
between wax paper in a classroom, their death coming too
quickly and unexpectedly; they didn’t even have time to be
surprised by it and
every bit of life was rung out against those gray concrete slabs, the
remaining animal more like a drawing than anything once alive and
moving.
Along
the road, the rubber trees stand in phalanx, each holding a bucket,
prepared for some magical, large-scale clean-up. The rows of trees
growing dimmer as their foliage covers the sky, the leafed alleys
between them looking like great places to lie down and sleep the way
all heavily shaded places do. The road is the only place that lets in
any light, a ribbon shining on the concrete snaking through the
plantations which can probably been seen for miles, like a celestial
path under the waxy umbra of the trees.
The
road wasn’t built for the heavy traffic rumbling over it. Once an
area of rubber plantations with a road of dirt and mud probably only
passable during the dry season, the
government used the area for sylvan research and now, in the middle
of the plantations, there are a few obscure government buildings
which bring in enough traffic, enough professional
traffic
to justify paved roads. In Surat Thani, there is a dearth of paved
roads and construction on every corner to widen existing roads or
create new ones. This construction creates more traffic and motorists
given to seeking out new roads. To bypass the construction, they take
roads like the one through the rubber trees, despite it not being
built for such heavy traffic. The other roads through the jungle do
not have the same filigree of flattened snakes and centipedes;
usually these animals are out at night on roads with little to no
nocturnal traffic.
The
road forks at a two-laned road with a painted center line. I turn
right toward the university. Before the turn, there is a shack which
looks owned by a litter of puppies. During the day, I have never seen
any humans of mature dogs on its premises, but these puppies climbing
over the broken chairs and sitting in the decrepit doorway are
ever-present. They are such a common sight, it is hard not to give
them a familiar nod as I ride by. The only sign of human habitation
is the ever changing arrangement of open windows and doors on the
house. Sometimes the door is cracked open or a window flung wide,
never the same window and door.
Around
the corner from this shack is another which is the haunt of a group
of children, some in long shirts, some in pants, most barefoot. Like
the puppies they are alone, but their confidence of movement betrays
the grandmother just inside the door, listening to their commotion
unconsciously for trouble. But the children move much like the
puppies, tumbling off tables, moving one-by-one in great lopping
movements around the haven of the house; stirring up the dust which
would otherwise settle over these places forever.
The
next quarter mile of the road is entirely undeveloped, just grass and
trees tied together with vines, impenetrable and soaked at the roots
by untrammeled mud. Probably a place where no human being has ever
walked, at least not so long as it’s existed in this permutation.
It’s easy to imagine the branches of the trees farther back
festooned with large, cat-eyed snakes.
The
neighborhood of Khun Tale,
pronounced
koon ta le and
meaning sea,
is
just past this thicket and its metal noodle stalls must frequently be
upset by snakes, particularly in the morning when the sun warms the
metal faster than the green vines and wet grass. There are some
anonymous buildings behind the noodle stalls, apartments maybe, but
in the morning, traffic is swerving all over the place and the stalls
are placed no more then 50 feet apart, the width of a few plastic
tables and chairs from which diners slurp their breakfasts flavored
with garlic, chicken blood or galangal. These smells are all in the
air, bruising the damp morning, stagnating—the weak breeze is like
a rivulet which encounters a pile of twigs, mud, detritus and dams.
The smells in the air are like the turbid water held behind such a
dam.
Khun
Tale is a large neighborhood only serviced by two or three roads from
downtown. Around the two large universities here, the traffic clots
and runs adding another degree of smell and movement. University
students, in white and black with little gold chains and Rama IX
memorial pins with
the Thai numeral for the number nine: ๙.
They sit sidesaddle on motorbikes, holding bags, folders, impassive,
thinking of their classes or not thinking of their classes. Khun Tale
rolls downhill into the campus. The buildings are spaced apart, the
grass is trimmed, the air is still.
Before
8 o’clock, the place is still empty. A few cleaning ladies clear
the common areas of the toads and millipedes which have come in from
the haze of jungle surrounding this groomed patch of academia.
Already, the light is dimming with hulking gray clouds, like frigates
in this harbor of treeless sky.
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